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26 December 2008

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22 December 2008

I'm not feeling so terrible now that I have read a few other people's journals. I was doing so good, and then I got the flu....didn't eat much for two days, saw that I had lost weight, and then started makin' pretty bad choices in WHAT I eat. It's not like I'm cramming my face all day long, but I'm choosing very very unhealthy foods to eat when I do. I haven't broken my pact to not eat after 7pm, which I am proud of, but why is this happening?!?! You know, I didn't record a journal entry on here yesterday, and I only logged on for a minute or so, I wonder if my mind is messing with me. Like for a moment, I thought I didn't have to be accountable. I think all the crazy stress in my life is playing a big factor as well. I can't wait for 2009 .....maybe things will calm down. I preparing myself for a gain this week....I really hope I at least stay the same, but I'm not counting on it. If I do gain, there is nobody to blame but me and my choices. That's the cold hard facts.

20 December 2008

I'm sure you guys think my life is nothing but a bunch of problems....but here's another to add to the mad chaos....

My brother, who just turned 19, was in a bad car accident when he was 15 and it almost left him paralyzed. He now has to walk with a cane. He was always a really good kid, but this year in March, he got his settlement money from the accident in the amount of $500,000. He then got swarmed by a bunch of money hungry leaches, and got hooked on hard drugs and things...and got addicted because they killed the spinal pain that he has. It is nine months later, and he is overdrawn in his bank account by $900 and last night, his stupid friends parents, who are alcoholics, took him and bought him a bunch of alcohol. My brother got into a fight with his girlfriend and he took off in his truck , with the dad that bought him liqour (who later fled the scene before the cops got there), and his gf chased after him in his mustang. He was so intoxicated that he got in front of her with the truck, and pushed the mustang 270 feet to the bottom of this hill and ran both cars into a REALLY good friend of mine's HOUSE, who also happens to be my OBGYN Nurse and I speak with on a daily basis. He was 20 feet away from killing her two children. He is presently in jail for domestic assault, 2 counts endangering the welfare of a child, property damage, and two outstanding warrants for unpaid traffic tickets. I am absolutely DEVASTED!! This is the brother that he and I were INSEPERABLE!! We were BEST FRIENDS...and now look. He has hit rock bottom and will be spending Christmas in a jail cell. My heart is broken.


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