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20 May 2008
My weight history is discouraging (the glass is half-empty) - I wonder what kind of sadistic jerk thought it was a good idea to make brides wear light colors. I haven't really lost anything - and I got engaged 9 months ago! That's 3 times the time it should take to drop 30 lbs!
I guess I could be positive and say at least I don't *gain* weight easily either. But it's frustrating - this is even higher than my law school weight and only 30 lbs. less than my highest weight ever (I'm 5'2" and was 183-192 my freshman year of high school).
I'm sick of being fat. Which is why I'm starving right now, but I am not going to eat anything until noon. Of course, I also have brain fog which means I'm having trouble concentrating at work to take my mind off being hungry. Grrr!
(All this frustration and I'm actually DOWN today - imagine if I'd been up!)
13 May 2008
I am hungry. And bored. And stressing about my interviews tomorrow. But I am not going to eat, no matter what. It's not worth being up four pounds tomorrow. I have drunk over a liter of water so far today and plan to have more while I drive those three hours tonight. If this becomes truly unbearable, I'll get some Special K protein powder mix and throw that in (have you *tried* that stuff? The pink lemonade one is yummy!). Also, I adjusted my goal weight to something more realistic - 120 lbs. Yeah, it's near the top of the suggested "right" weight for someone who's only 5'2" but the most recent post at stephanieklein.com was inspirational for me. But first I have to get there, and I've always had a harder time losing weight than maintaining it.
11 May 2008
Yikes. I overate by almost 1,000 calories yesterday. Didn't drink my water. Didn't exercise at all - the whole family is home at my parents' and the rain made us all lazy. Plus, going out to eat and having two big splurge-meals on the same day didn't help. Today is of course Mother's Day, and mom will want to go out to eat. I have to force myself to pick at the plate - no restaurants for me.
The good thing I did do yesterday was to split my Chevy's Mexican meal with my sister. 1/2 of a chicken burrito however still has hundreds more calories than I needed. And we'd agreed that even though we were hungry, we actually could have shared with one more person at least without feeling deprived.
05 May 2008
Ugh. "Gaining 2.3 lbs/wk" is not what I wanted to see there. The big problem over the weekend was being my character onstage in the play - required me to don a fat suit (approx 150 additional poundage) and chow constantly on cereal, chips, cupcakes, cookies, and candy. Nasty. The good news is I have lost all taste for such things for awhile.
Also, I learned that the cheaper Lean Gourmet microwave meals do not keep me full. I'll stick to the Weight Watchers Smart Ones coupled with pie-flavored yogurt for lunch and then what happened today will (hopefully) not happen again - starvation 1.5 hours after eating lunch caused me to chow on pizza bites and mixed nuts from the local gas station.
I feel like a cow.
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