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I sometimes walk pass the mirror and have to take a double look because I don't recognize myself! I know that sound lame but it is true! In high school I hoovered around 105-110. As soon as I got to college I seemed to gain, then I got married and had kids and I guess just didn't take care of myself. I can't say I was ever "obese" but still in need of getting more healthy and losing some weight. Now that I am soooooooo close to my first goal of 115 I must say I am pretty proud of myself. I don't think I will every be completly HAPPY with myself, there will always be something I will need to work on but it is good to have goals and want to better yourself.
When I reach 110 I plan to get all new clothes! As it is my belt is on it's last hole just to hold my pants up and I have ZERO warm weather cloths I can wear, my skirts for work are too big and my shirts are huge on me. My treat to myself is some new clothes...only a few more pounds to go!
I might actually look "ok" in a bathing suit this year, weird ;-)
View Diet Calendar, 19 January 2011:
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790 kcal
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Fat: 15.70g | Prot: 109.84g | Carbs: 58.41g.
Breakfast: Pure Protein 100% Whey Protein. Lunch: Oscar Mayer Carving Board, cucumbers, tomatoes, Light Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing, Medium Black Olives. Dinner: Special K Protein water mix, broccoli, Chicken Breast. Snacks/Other: chocolate graham cracker, Brachs Cinnamon Hard Candy, Special K Protein Water Mix - Strawberry Kiwi, Hydroxycut. more...
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1423 kcal
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Exercise:
Calisthenics (heavy, e.g. pushups) - 20 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Ha! Isn't it the weirdest thing ever?! I got caught staring at myself in the mirror with a horrified look on my face because I couldn't figure out *how* I'd changed so much. Great feeling though :D I know what you mean about not ever really being able to feel happy about how you look, but you're right about always trying to better yourself (as long as you're doing it for yourself and not for someone else). Clothes are a great reward, plus they'll keep you motivated to stay at that weight (you're almost there...so close!). And what the hell are you talking about?! I bet you're going to look AMAZING in a bathing suit this year, you goose. Happy Wednesday :D
19 Jan 11 by member: Tubbs McGee
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LOve your attitude ! :) ... always wanting to improve is awesome just don't b to hard on yourself ok? I'm SURE u are a wonderful person with tons of qualities, healthy and beatiful ! :) ...
I know what u mean with your work clothes .. same happened to me and let me tell u it feels awesome to go and shop other size and realize how far u have come .. :)
U'll look awesome in ut bathing suit ! I'm sure :D
19 Jan 11 by member: Exna
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SOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! You look fabulous already...can't wait to see how you look when you reach your goal. You're an AMAZING hard working person and you deserve any cute outfit you want!! :D
19 Jan 11 by member: patience0406
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Thanks girls! If only I could eat everyday like today it would be allot better for me.
19 Jan 11 by member: pennywilliams
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Wow.... lucky MIRRORS that get to look at you guys... I had to put a sticker on my mirror that said Objects appear LARGER than they are just for my confidence alone...LOL
20 Jan 11 by member: thecoach
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LMAO Coach, whatever!!! You are so funny!! That is what I tell myself when I see pictures of myself =-)
21 Jan 11 by member: pennywilliams
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