Dont wish for death... life is so short already. Just put the chin up, face the world and realize you are trying. GO GIRL!! Dont let nothing get you down... if you want it you need to go after it... you are the only one that can do it.. and hey 2.8 pounds is not so bad it is still 2.38 pounds than you were earlier in life... Have fun live a little don't let the scale be your whole life