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05 March 2009

Today is great. Its beautiful here in Florida. Not to warm not to cool. Going walking with the kids in a bit at the local park. Have only ate 13 of my 31 points today and i am stuffed. I had oatmeal for breakfast with coffee and milk. Lunch was awsome, smart ones pizza that i shared with my son and we both ate a big bowl of salad with WW cheese and light ranch. Can't wait for dinner. I am making brown rice and chicken stir fry that will only be 10 points or less cant remember. I feel so much better today.
Went grocery shopping with my husband before he had to go to work. I let him read some of the comments from my Journal entry yesterday.
Jcbag he actually took your advcice and when we went down the cookie and chip isle he got behind me and pushed me along and we didnt stop but to grab some fat free grahm crackers which he picked out and i didnt even get upset with him. Tday is excellent.
Thabks for everyones support yesterday!

04 March 2009

Today is VENT Day!!!!


I am having lots of trouble with this dieting and exercising. Its not as easy as it was 2 years ago when my major motivation was to look good and find a good guy. Well, i looked good found a good guy married im and now i have a husband and 2 kids.

Because, he is so unlike my first marriage and loves me for me and thinks i am the beautifuliest person he has ever seen i have lost all motivation because i dont have to loose weight for him.

You know that chick on the Biggest Loser, Laura? Well, i was watching Jillian give her crap last night and got to thinking, THATS ME, i am Laura. I wish i had someone here to kick my butt into gear and threaten me or make me do it. I am that type of person.

Although, i know i should be doing this for my self, to look good, feel good and get healthy to be there for my husband and kids its not enough. It should be but its not.

Like now, instead of sitting here on the computer i should be out there walking. It might help if i had someone to walk with me but i dont. Everyone i get give up so i give up.
Why is this so hard? Why cant i do this? I dont know how to answer these questions.

I am an emotional eater. I get upset, sad, angry, busy i eat. I get depressed about exercising and dieting so i eat when i know i shouldnt. I sit around when i know i should be exercising. This whole thing depresses me.

Anyone out there got any advice on what i should do or anyone in my shoes wanna be buddies and maybe that will motivate me? Maybe i need someone to compare notes with?

Sorry, this is so long and depressing i just needed to vent! Thanks for listening (reading)!

02 March 2009

02 March 2009

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
105.2 kg 2.7 kg 14.5 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Gaining 2.4 kg a Week

27 February 2009



DanaDowning's Weight History


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