I'm 22, an esthetician from California and I'm just tired of wanting to be someone else because I'm not the weight I wish to be at. I'm tired of TRYING to go shopping, finding so many cute clothes but leaving with nothing because after trying everything on I just get upset, depressed and moody and go home and binge to feel better.
I should be in my PRIME right now but I feel far from it, I'm in my early twenties and my weight prevents me from going out on a Friday night.
I don't remember when was the last time I felt confident in how I look..
I'm totally depressed about it and I really need some life changes now.