Feeling really down today, crummy. Can't get motivated for anything. It's a combination of things. Last night I lost a filling in my tooth so now I have to go to the dentist. I HATE!!! the dentist. My husband and I had an argument and he has to snow plow tonight, which is a major bummer. The weather outside is gloomy. Just feeling really bad today. I want to eat. I cannot eat. I have a toothace due to my missing filling. I'm tired. My face feels bloated, even though I've followed my diet for over a week now. I don't want my husband to plow, although we really need the money. Work has been slow for both of us, now I have to pay the dentist. Why does this shit happen all when I had such a great attitude. Why can't winter just be over? I want to watch TV, but I have to work. I think some TV would cheer me up, but there's never anything on when I am able to watch it. I really don't want my husband to go tonight, I miss him so bad. I need a big hug right now. I want to go on vacation to Mexico. I want the scale to move faster. Shit. Help!!
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