Baaaaddddd week..... Had out of town company, go out to eat, I am a hormonal wreck this week so much going on in personal life. I weigh in on Monday's, but cheated and stepped on the scale this am to get a glimpse of what Monday will bring...Still the same. No loss. Should be happy of the no gain in the last 4 days, but ughhhhh.... I am so close to breaking the 200 number on the freaking scale. Right now that is my only focus... That stupid BIG number. I have to focus HARD the next 3 days. I refuse to waste a week with no loss at all. I am going to shoot for 1 pound... Thenext 3 days are crucial for me before the Monday weigh in. I am going to strap myself to the treadmill tonight and not get off until I fall off... Dammit I hate being FAT........
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