vegasherewecome's Journal, 04 Feb 10

The truth is often ugly-

I am slowly recovering from my food tantrum. I was able to sate the beast within but not before I did some major damage. At the height of my tantrum, when there was not any food left here to eat, I called my dear friend next door to ask her if she had any chips. “I think we may have some Dori…………” She did not even have a chance to finish her sentence. I was knocking at her door before she even had a chance to hang up the phone. The Doritos were delicious, so was the vanilla, caramel ice cream cone, so was the chocolate chip granola bar, and so was the bottle of wine. Yes, I did say bottle.

I woke up the next day 1.5 pounds heavier. This was a fact that I did not admit to anyone. I lied to my husband, I lied at my weigh in, I lied, lied, lied. I am a LIAR!! I did not want to acknowledge the truth and I justified it by telling myself that no one really needed to know. It was my plan to simply pretend that my weight had stayed the same. I would record the same weight every day until at last it went down……

It has taken me three days and the truth is still the truth. I am a pound and a half heavier. Every morning since that fateful day the number on my scale has remained the same. It screams at me every morning….. YOU GAINED WEIGHT!!!! LIAR!!!! I am hopeful that by finally admitting the truth my scale will forgive me and allow me to lose again. I really think it needs to be noted that Jack in the Box is the one to blame here. If the burger only had some FLAVOR!!!

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980 kcal

Fat: 26.10g | Prot: 57.63g | Carbs: 35.56g.   Breakfast: Avocados, Sweet Onions, Original Powder Creamer, chicken breast, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Original Powder Creamer, chicken breast. Snacks/Other: Cabernet Sauvignon Wine. more...

2070 kcal

Exercise: Running (jogging) - 5/mph - 15 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 15 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...