rachel2writer's Journal, 01 Nov 11

Ugh. Physically, I'm feeling so much better than I have in the longest time. Mentally, I'm frustrated. I've been eating healthier than ever and getting more exercise than I have in years. The scale keeps creeping up, still. I know much has to do with my thyroid disease and metabolism that's completely out of whack. I know another big chunk has to do with alcohol (and thus evening snacking I wouldn't normally do). I know I have to completely quit drinking at least for quite sometime to get my body moving in the downward direction, weight-wise. Frustrating.

It did feel awesome to walk 35 minutes on my lunch break today. The weather is perfect today - 70 degrees, cloudless sky, nice breeze.

I've also done a much better job resisting Halloween candy than I used to. I have had a few small pieces, but normally I would have a couple handfuls easily. Yesterday was maybe 3 mini-size pieces. Today was 4 mini-size pieces.

Anyway, I'm so tired of making all these changes to my health, yet still watching the scale creep up a little more. And it's so frustrating - one expert says to eat lots of protein, another says to limit protein...rice and potatoes fine on one diet, bad on another. I don't want an easy fix, quick diet. I know it will take a long time to correct all the ill effects I created in myself - sure, some are genetic, but some are lifestyle choices. I made the choices for many years to smoke, drink, eat fast food, not exercise, etc. I can make the choice to change those thing. In fact, I have changed many things. Yet the number still moves up.

View Diet Calendar, 01 November 2011:
2194 kcal Fat: 64.60g | Prot: 97.64g | Carbs: 309.06g.   Breakfast: yogurt, peanut butter, banana, yogurt, 2% Fat Milk. Lunch: 15 bean, italian dressing, salad. Dinner: baked lays, cheddar cheese, mayonnaise, light, Subway Club. Snacks/Other: peanut butter cup, fun size, apple. more...
3526 kcal Exercise: Driving - 3 hours, Desk Work - 5 hours, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 35 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 25 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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You will get there. The starting of a ginormous change doesn't always mean your body changes easily-or even willingly. Just hang in there, do what you know is best for your bod, and it will come around. For B's cholesterol, we cut meat entirely for about 3 months. It helped immensely at first. We have had the odd mead product, and I've stayed at a weight for a few days, then I get back on board with just veg and it starts to go down again. Exercise always throws my #s off, too, at first. KEEP GOING!!! 
03 Nov 11 by member: ZippyDani

     
 

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