A lot has been happening. Work has been busy. The house got rewired, which was a huge expense and pain in my ass-but a relief. Had the drywall damage from the electrician repaired and that got finished yesterday. I am so OVER having people in and out of my home and trying to juggle work and house stuff.
I also got another dog on October 6th, because I am out of my effin' mind. Not sure what I was thinking. His name is Oscar. I thought Pablo could use a friend but in actuality, I think I am in way over my head. He is super loving and sweet and just a mutt. We did his DNA and he is 30% Rottweiler and 20% australian shepherd and then just a mix of randoms. He is as dumb as he is sweet. Just have never had such an unintelligent dog. He loves to give kisses and snuggle but can't seem to locate his food bowl. Also incredibly destructive.
Stepdad's eye is healing as expected- or so we were told at yet another Chicago appointment on the 3rd. He will get a prosthetic eye the end of the month. All of this is just reason for me to overeat and not have a chance to go to the gym. Just excuses. So I am still learning how to manage a change in life without letting it derail me or use it as an excuse to say "fuck it" and have to keep restarting. There were actually several days that I could not make it to the gym due to life's disruptions, but there is never a reason to not eat within a normal caloric range. I just enjoy having an excuse. And so I didn't go to the gym today but I have gone the last three. I have so much work to do to get back to where I was. It sickens me to know the work I put in for years is almost completely gone. Fatsecret has taken a backseat for me. I'm just no into it right now- but hopefully as things get back to normal, it will be more of a priority. Thanks everyone for checking in. Hope you are all well. I will say that I was looking at past notes I made and at another time I was this weight- I was in a size 16. I am currently still squeezing my fat ass into a 12 or 14, so I must have some muscle left. Either that or it is vanity sizing- but I would hate to think so.
