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I know we’ve done this topic plenty but we can’t deny the past two months has HAD to have had an influence on perspective, goals and perceptions. At least, I know I can’t. I was never really great at defining my ‘why’ before all of this. It hasn’t improved. Having said all that… I’m wondering if you find yourself in the same predicament. I know you’re all still way better about showing up here daily with dedication & intent. I’m still trying to reclaim mine because I know I draw inspiration from you all. The more I stay away, the easier it is to blow it off with a ‘meh… who cares? What’s the point? When there’s something out there making me an isolated prisoner.. Does it matter if it takes the jaws of life to get my carcass out the door?’ Okay, yeah, I’m bouncing between a manic/depressive and low grade depression. I’m GRATEFUL. So very GRATEFUL. But at the same time - introspective with the ‘what’s it all about’. So your turn. What’s it all about?
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I have found myself terribly busy with this and that. My faith is very important to me and that has been such a blessing. We sure needed a reminder to slow down in this busy world. Have had more time for study and read the word. Worked on spring cleaning, jigsaw puzzles, trying to stay in contact with locals by phone. Remember we live in a very close, coffee 3 times a week, small town (about 75). We are family. I have not felt isolated. I did have one disgruntled day when we had to go to 3 shops for stool repairs. Real pain to knock or call, wait for clerk, clerk go try to find what we want, bring out merchandise with payment due, go back with payment, bring receipt. Bothers me to be a bother to others. Others waiting in line in the parking lot.
I believe in the sovereign hand of a "faithful Father". From earths perspective that looks all messed up, but from His perspective He is working. He promises and He always keeps His promises.
16 May 20 by member: jan-e333
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