fatgirlgone's Journal, 30 Jun 13

'If error is corrected whenever it is recognized as such, the path of error is the path of truth." - Hans Reichenbach A bad weekend can really frustrate you huh? :( Can relate. That's why there's the support on fatsecret. Let's work hard together with everyone. :) 

thats true...i dont really get that much support on here but only from a few people...but thats becasue i dont have that many friend on here lol...but thanks for your support :) 

i know kaysea but i have to be hard on my self i feel...it's like i am the only person that can motivated me becasue for some reason no one else can do that lol...i never wanted to loose weight so bad as much as i do now...i can feel it and i know it is good to cheat on your diet sometimes because if not you will really do bad when you hit ur goal and your right i didnt gain nor did i loose lol...but you have truly been very helpful to me and thats one reason i love this website becasue atleast one person talks to me and is nice about it  

that just made my day reading this...you make me smile and i appreciate that 100% sometimes i need a strong person to pull me up when i am down...i know we will get there i just never want to see 230 pounds on that scale again that scared me to death when i heard i had diabetes and i was off the charts on the BMI calculator..it hurt my heart so bad i wasn't even happy at my own wedding..but i thank you all for your support. we can only go up from here 

yes i have been doing the slim fast meal replacements and they are very good..i love it i notice i don't eat as much though i do get fuller quicker but this week alone i want to be 190.0 or close to it just i wanna be able to drop the weight and feel my self getting closer to 150.0 even if i get to 170.0 by my bday i will be happy and thats in sept 23 and even better for my wedding anniversary sept 29 lol....i had to postpone my boudoir pictures becasue my body is not ready and i am still doing the bet with my family to see who lost the most weight... 

i am also on another website to loose weight and thats teambeachbody have you heard of that just seeing how big people use to be and how they look now is like a mouth drop for me.. 

do you have a account there 

ook cool what is your username we can be friends 

ok i will look you up :) 

i found you....who is your coach on there Mirna Silva is mine and she is the best