I managed to lose 2 pounds over the week-end, and I think my mood is improving. At least the dark gray clouds over my head now are actually storm clouds and the weather rather than moods and emotions. I think I hit the boiling point Friday when I got home from work and the hubby wasn't there. He was off work that day. Two hours later he still wasn't home and no phone calls from him either. I finally left and when he did call me, I ignored his call. That pretty much says it all right there. In all honesty, I think I was just sick and tired of being around people. Week-ends are pretty much free time. I mean, yeah, there are things we have to do, laundry, school work, grocery shopping, housework, yard work, grandma, dad...stuff like that. But nothing is on a time schedule. And starting Memorial Week-end, we had "appointments"...things we had to do at a set time. Then company came in the following Friday, and stayed with us, (we have one bathroom, enough said) and we had dinner appointments every single night that they were here, add to that school, work...I literally had no time except when I was in the car to myself. Company left Thursday morning after I left for work...so yeah, by Wednesday night, I was...bitchy and everything was on my last nerve. I really hate that I get that way and I guess it's time to start working on changing that. Any suggestions? The good news from all of this is....5 more pounds 'till my next goal! Woo-Hoo!!!!
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