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I love life so much right now. For the first time in a long time, I don't feel EXHAUSTED all the time. Things at work are going really well. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my kids, I love Bootcamp, I love going to work, I love coming home... And I think it's all because I lost weight. What else could it be?
I feel healthy. Yeah, I gained 8 pounds since last weigh-in, but my jeans are still loose at size 16, and I don't feel like a truck hit me at the end of the day. This weekend, I really look forward to finishing "The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo." I figure, I can do that when I go to the casino with my sister, who is bribing me with a $100 bill that I will pocket and probably use to buy a new pair of crosstraining shoes. New shoes! I am giving myself a new pair of crosstraining shoes for my 37th birthday. I can't wait to take those to bootcamp.
Angel's been super, super nice to me lately. I'm almost suspicious. I'll come in, and she'll greet me and take my stuff from me and talk and stuff... Well, she's nice up until we start the training. Then the MPT comes out. Then she'll text me when I'm home and ask am I ok. She never used to do that before. Maybe I'm in need of more help than I thought. Well, sometimes, I do need modifications and accommodations -- especially when I don't want to do what she wants us to do. I pretend I don't understand and do what I want to do instead. It doesn't work, but I try it anyway.
And the best thing about life: TOMORROW'S FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
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